I took my friend to the Suns game on Friday night and after the game we went to a hotel that has a DJ every Friday night and it is a lounge setting with break dancers. We sat down and watched a guy break dance and it sparked my interests even more. I have been wanting to break dance for the longest time, but no one I meet ever teaches it or knows where I can learn. This particular individual we talked to does instruct at a community center every week. This excited me beyond belief. I officially made the decision to make time during the week to begin to learn how to break dance and get into even better shape. This is also what life is about. If you have stayed current with my blogs, you may remember that I once stated that going out for coffee and food with friends and enjoying good conversation is what life is about. Well I found more activities that lead to what life is really about and it is exciting. I am coming back. I was down and out for about a month but I am finding my balance again and I am almost completely back on track. I just need to finish this essay for a class and I will be good. I am also going to try painting for the first time too, I will let you know how that goes. I also want to state something really significant someone said to me yesterday. I was talking to one of my best friends about a class and how I will have to most likely take two Cs this semester and how I have never done that and it is going to significantly lower my GPA. Her response was a question: she asked if I was going to use over it. Meaning was I going to get high because of it. I immediately said “no way” and her response to that was to not worry about it then. She said it is life and no one is perfect. Wow did that make me feel better. It is hard having extremely high expectations and not meeting them, when you have become accustomed to meeting them every time in the past. That is what I will leave you with today.