So I decided to title this blog horse and carriage because I am actually making the conscious decision to NOT put the horse before the carriage with this new relationship I am in. I have not been in a relationship for almost a year, which I think is a good thing, however I also have not met anyone who was worth enough of my time and energy to commit myself to. The individual I am with now is strong, educated, financially intelligent, responsible, has never done drugs, has a son, is polite, compassionate, kind, respectful, and shares great communication with me. I have definitely put this individual on a pedestal, but for the first time in my 25 years of existence I am on the pedestal too. That has never happened before and it makes me happy, because it truly shows growth within myself and within how I view relationships with other people. I have been working on myself a lot lately and I have been progressively learning more and more about myself, both the cons and the pros. I am glad that I am in tune enough with myself to be able to notice these things. This is going to be a great year and my number one focus needs to be school, because I graduate in 3 months with my BA in Psychology with a minor in communication. School is definitely something that I have not gotten motivated in since my accident, which is so frustrating to me, because I love school and increasing my knowledge. I am currently on a mission to increase my desire to learn and achieve my most desired goals. Life has gotten easier, but it is never going to be easy all together. I still have so many struggles and it is obvious through all of my random blogs.